>>7502
sorry about you feeling so trapped and lost. its is hard feeler. if it wasnt for bitcoin id be in the same position as you.

>>7501
it was a forum community in my language centered around technology and hacking, it's dead now. there used to be an archive, but now the domain is also completely dead. it was back in 2011 when i was still in 5-6th grade, i was just learning how to program and i didn't really know how to interact with people 1-on-1 but i really liked helping people out with their tech problems on forums, i'd spend hours every day on it. i'd also make small projects or manage to "hack" some shitty sites using SQL injection and other simple techniques to impress the people there. eventually i did get a "VIP" rank but i wasn't nearly as knowledgeable as people thought and people would be surprised when i tell them i was 12 years old lmao. there were also a bunch of counter-strike 1.6 forums that i frequented and i'd hang out in the mapping section. i kinda miss those years.

>>7497
yeah, but at least you're considered an adult, you're self-sufficient. your luck is down right now, but you'll probably find something sooner or later cuz you're smart and you can interact with people, a little autism is even charming in your industry. i was never that high functioning, you had interviews, you flew to the other side of the world, you're fine even if you might struggle a little. i think i'd kill myself without the ma, i wouldn't even know how to organize the funeral.

what was the hacker community if you mind sharing?

a lot of people left when people here were gay posting massively which i suppose had boiled over under glowmin. they mostly got it out of their system though so there's only occasional gay posts. feels is small though and has had little promotion.

online discussion now centres around one highly popular normalfag and a sea of orbiters jousting for crumbs of their attention. think about it:

twitter -- follow famous accounts and reply to them -- they never reply back
reddit -- try to get the hive minds approval -- hyper-socialised leftist faggots sniff out any individuality and no real discussion happens
hacker news -- try get thoughts visible in the community -- other normies spam mediocre shit every 5 minutes and upvote it through friends
youtube -- try get views for your content ... only high energy obnoxious yters making clickbait ever get views

always trying to become popular enough to have any thoughts read. old school forums never had this issue. people read everything.

>>7490
thats a bit exaggerated though. im not a millionaire, all my wealth is just in the stuff i own, and almost none of the stuff i invented was ever credited to me (almost no one in my industry knows who i am.) i feel like thanks to AI im in a similar position to you. yeah. career is dead / no future.

i spend my days rehashing the worst things that happened to me; i cant cross roads without almost getting run over, i get anxious they're staring at me. then anxious if i stand there too long ill look like a weirdo but if i go too soon i might get hit, Schrodinger road crossing... autistic, grew up in an abusive house hold too scared to speak. severe depression; cant sleep most nights for no reason; scared to go outside just like everyone is looking at me and judging everything i do.

i acknowledge my housing situation is better than most people though. living away from aul ma is a benefit for ur privacy and freedom. i got lucky early on but its run out tbh.

okay, chicky is a-cookin'
in the meantime i'll have a cup of joe @_@

I have nothing to say, there is nothing to say, life is just plain misery

on the wizshitter now. waking up in the afternoon means i'm making dindin instead. gotta marinate the quarters and then i'll airfry them buggers. just have to wake up first

you're a self-taught tech genius millionaire that owns multiple houses and invented a bunch of game changing shit in his field. you don't know what it's like to be a true waste of oxygen like me.

i barely post on 4chan but i lurk multiple boards. i think that's the case with most people, they are tired of replying to bait threads. i like twitter more now, more interesting posts and sometimes i get attention in the form of hearts.

>>7486
good luck wiz. plenty of adults drink it and have no problems. so im not about to preach about quitting to every, lol. especially since ive never managed to quit caffeine for good. ive been drinking this shit every day since i was a teenager. wouldnt it be funny if it was the cause behind tons of my issues though? lmao. just self-inflicted problems like a fucktard.

I have not followed in your footsteps yet but I started avoiding caffeine late at night to see if it helps me sleep better. I have it earlier in the day but more of it should clear

>>7471
nah i prefer finster.

>>7482
i kind of know that feel tbh. i have a lot of cringe health problems where normies just look at me like human garbage. sorry that you have to live like this feeler.

if reincarnation exists we must have been some pieces of shit in a past life. lmao!!! FUCK the aul ma!!! stupid BISH!