>>8787
i was autistic and couldnt focus on anything but depression. plus i had no self esteem. multiple people wanted to date me but i either missed the signal or thought they were playing a joke on me.
i was autistic and couldnt focus on anything but depression. plus i had no self esteem. multiple people wanted to date me but i either missed the signal or thought they were playing a joke on me.
>>8790
its okay lad. according to like the incel hierarchy id be still considered a chad for having people interested in me. even if situations made none of it actionable. i guess some people never had anyone show them interest. i think at one point a teacher was trying to groom me, too. like really obviously so, she wanted my socials and a way to contact me. she was doing all kinds of stuff and i never picked up on it.
its okay lad. according to like the incel hierarchy id be still considered a chad for having people interested in me. even if situations made none of it actionable. i guess some people never had anyone show them interest. i think at one point a teacher was trying to groom me, too. like really obviously so, she wanted my socials and a way to contact me. she was doing all kinds of stuff and i never picked up on it.
>>8793
fuggg. milf wanted ur dihhh? stop humble bragging already, i'm actually getting jealous.
fuggg. milf wanted ur dihhh? stop humble bragging already, i'm actually getting jealous.
>>8798
it was just a young tech teacher, was nerdy but fine looking. anyway, this is crying over spilled milk. ive had tons of girls interested in me and didn't cash in on any of them. being so mentally ill made me just too depressed to ever think anyone would want me. and autism made me miss the social queues. which as an adult i can see now that they were practically so obvious they might as well have been a billboard.
anyway here i am now in my 30s alone and i look like a typical middle aged chud. id say that even if id had gotten with any of these girls i dont see my life being any different. i chose to sacrifice having friends to learn tech. it got me far ahead financially but now that there's ai it kind of makes me think: l-lmaooo, okay then. im just as socially worse off, cant go outside without extreme discomfort, only now my profession is fucked.
ive made so many mistakes and girls arent even top of the list. id have done everything so different...
it was just a young tech teacher, was nerdy but fine looking. anyway, this is crying over spilled milk. ive had tons of girls interested in me and didn't cash in on any of them. being so mentally ill made me just too depressed to ever think anyone would want me. and autism made me miss the social queues. which as an adult i can see now that they were practically so obvious they might as well have been a billboard.
anyway here i am now in my 30s alone and i look like a typical middle aged chud. id say that even if id had gotten with any of these girls i dont see my life being any different. i chose to sacrifice having friends to learn tech. it got me far ahead financially but now that there's ai it kind of makes me think: l-lmaooo, okay then. im just as socially worse off, cant go outside without extreme discomfort, only now my profession is fucked.
ive made so many mistakes and girls arent even top of the list. id have done everything so different...
>>8803
diary of a wimpy chad
the fact that even a single girl was interested in you should be a validating experience. low self-esteem my ass!!
diary of a wimpy chad
the fact that even a single girl was interested in you should be a validating experience. low self-esteem my ass!!