hello daddy ;)
#8966
1 day ago
>>8953
i have all the same symptoms as you right down to the reliving traumatic cringe memories. ive almost died many times from different causes too. each time, it did tremendous psychological damage and make me much less resilient.
i think that over a long period the stress wore down my mind so that traumatic memories from my past started to intrude more and more. i don't think about my near death experiences. just all the times ive done something cringe, been bullied, harassed, made mistakes, regrets... all my worst experiences all the way back to like 6 years old.
i can remember being dressed up in the cringe school uniform for my first day of school.
i have all the same symptoms as you right down to the reliving traumatic cringe memories. ive almost died many times from different causes too. each time, it did tremendous psychological damage and make me much less resilient.
i think that over a long period the stress wore down my mind so that traumatic memories from my past started to intrude more and more. i don't think about my near death experiences. just all the times ive done something cringe, been bullied, harassed, made mistakes, regrets... all my worst experiences all the way back to like 6 years old.
i can remember being dressed up in the cringe school uniform for my first day of school.
that feeler got an ass like granny smiths and im about to go apple bobbin'
#8959
1 day ago
>>8953
i seriously think anyone slse in my position would've roped by now, but somehow i can still manage to find tiny joys and things to immerse myself in that aren't poisoned by my personality disorder. none of it matters tho bcuz it doesn't change my trajectory and is just a distraction. my intellectual pursuits mean fuck all bcuz i'm mentally disabled and can't interact with people so i will never have any kind of career or be seen as anything other tnan a disgusting ogre freak.
i seriously think anyone slse in my position would've roped by now, but somehow i can still manage to find tiny joys and things to immerse myself in that aren't poisoned by my personality disorder. none of it matters tho bcuz it doesn't change my trajectory and is just a distraction. my intellectual pursuits mean fuck all bcuz i'm mentally disabled and can't interact with people so i will never have any kind of career or be seen as anything other tnan a disgusting ogre freak.
#8958
1 day ago
>>8921
I bet if you took off those tight police pants you'd have just hunks of cellulite and fat cheeks begging to be freed and you'd take one whiff and get blown away for miles
I bet if you took off those tight police pants you'd have just hunks of cellulite and fat cheeks begging to be freed and you'd take one whiff and get blown away for miles
#8957
1 day ago
I have been reading Frankenstein for almost a year, by reading I mean I read a few pages then my zoom adhd/dopamine fiend brain goes to my phone or video game and I don't read for several weeks. I have made major headway the past few weeks though and getting closer to the end, it's pretty good. Not to spoil anything, but the monster (who is not frankenstein, he is made by frankenstein) is not retarded like in many of the popular hollywood adaptations, he is very intellectual and interesting
#8956
1 day ago
That is pretty much all I will eat for the rest of the day I am a stuffed pig
#8954
1 day ago
I did not eat the fifth piece. It did not come with dipping sauces for some reason. I am full now..I am downing a coke with ice
>>8948
nigga, i'm a shut-in that fits the criteria for avpd. i've basically been extremely socially avoidant since childhood and a result i'm also extremely socially stunted. i can't get a job bcuz the prospect of being evaluated in an interview is suicide fuel for me. i can't look people in the eye and i go non-verbal due to anxiety. even getting from point A to B in town is difficult for me bcuz the whole time i feel suicidal and paranoid that people are laughing at me. i've let myself go physically enough that random people in public outright mock me and it's no longer imagined. i only feel normal when alone and even that peace is brokem by intrusive cringe memories. seriously, i've never encountered a wiz that as mentally ill as me.
nigga, i'm a shut-in that fits the criteria for avpd. i've basically been extremely socially avoidant since childhood and a result i'm also extremely socially stunted. i can't get a job bcuz the prospect of being evaluated in an interview is suicide fuel for me. i can't look people in the eye and i go non-verbal due to anxiety. even getting from point A to B in town is difficult for me bcuz the whole time i feel suicidal and paranoid that people are laughing at me. i've let myself go physically enough that random people in public outright mock me and it's no longer imagined. i only feel normal when alone and even that peace is brokem by intrusive cringe memories. seriously, i've never encountered a wiz that as mentally ill as me.