^ you should try series. i can't make it through the average movie these days in one sitting either. but a tv series is much more immersive, after a couple episodes you just get attached to the characters and they're often much deeper and have better character development compared to a 90 min movie.

^ i can only watch movies when eating nice food. just watching them with no food is too boring for me.

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^ yeah, food is also one of my few pleasures, but i get satiated too quickly and if i overdo it slightly, it just makes me feel sick. stories are endless tho, you can never have enough.

i only look forward to nice food + movies too basically. literally nothing else going on in my life.

i just realized that screenwriting would be easier to write, since it really is just action beats and dialogue. but it feels like a waste because no one reads screenplays, it's just an intermediary step to make a movie. i want to write a web novel series but i lack the skill to do it.

writing a story seems very different from other writing. like usually when i'm communicating with other people, i'm circling an idea and each sentence sheds more light on the core concept i'm trying to deliver. with stories, it's very different, i can't do it off the cuff, sentence by sentence. the only plausible way that works is writing down "beats", this happens, then this, then that, like a sequence of actions. and then editing that and filling in the aesthetic gaps to make it nice to read. it's still quite difficult and result isn't very good.

i watched 2-3 seasons, it's a decent crime drama, very character driven. i don't know what the intended goal of the show-runners was supposed to be, but it just made me hate niggers and poor people even more.

a lot of that is accidental. just 6 pills is enough to have problems. usually one lasts 4-5 hours, so popping that many isn't uncommon, but most people don't know how dangerous it is.

read a book, it will make you fall asleep.

update: slept for a good six hours, but now i have a headache.

if you think you have a good, unique gameplay loop, then maybe save up some money and hire a good artist. don't rush with release, because once you do release your game, it's going to drop in the algorithm and you will never get any players. the market is oversaturated and relying on being naturally discovered is quite a gamble. most people that make money have a youtube channel to give their game exposure. just dropping it on steam and hoping for the best 99% of the time isn't going to work, there's too much shovelware.

But I might nothing left to do . I still hear wub a dub outside

Kinda feel sorry for the norps who think they can overdose on just any pills and instead it tortures them in hospital

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