had a really pleasant dream where i held hands with a beautiful girl and she was taking me to various places. interestingly, there were points where i felt self-conscious, "wait i'm an ugly freak" and i'd feel judged by the dream people but then it went away because dreams are very embodied and you can't stay in your head for long. at one point i thought, "people are going to think she's my mother because she's holding my hand" but then i remember, oh wait i'm a grown ass man i can hold hands with a woman. at the end i just forcefully pinned her against the wall and kissed her and then woke up.

i can't exactly remember the details of all the places she was taking me. at one point i got paranoid that she's trying to trick me and take my eyes. i told her i got bad eyes and she said something like "even better". it was bizarre because we were in some kind of waiting room and there were others waiting and she told me they were crazy and the person next to me was upset and being consoled