did all my chores and now my poor lil manbaby muscles are sore. i was born to be a sophisticated knowledge worker, manual labor is beneath me

I want to formally declare a truce against the users here I've been fighting with. I've had a really bad fever all day. I got some psychic blows in on y'all, one of y'all got a major blow in on me today. Lets agree to stay on our respective sides of the fence and ignore each other

feelers who have perfected the dark arts of the grapefruit technique

it's hardest when i can't distract myself and that feeling of doom just burns inside me. i'm such an ugly mentally disabled freak it's not even funny anymore. the only way to keep my mood stable is to just not think about my life at all and daydream about being loved, but i couldn't even look my tulpa in the eyes last night, it was really horrible. but somehow i finally fell asleep and in the morning i felt neutral and empty.

not being able to sleep also sucks because the whole time i was feeling this impending doom and thinking how much my life sucks. literally anyone else would've roped by now. my life is literally nightmare mode and i can only watch as i go deeper into hell...

so, anyway. time for some cawfee and brekkkies

i was tossing and turning until 4am last night. never sleep during the day, it only took one day to fuck up my schedule.

fuck cant stop eating tonight, why did I buy so much choco, love me oreo minis

at least I went to the gym

"haha, yes glowmin, you're so enlightened about the world :>) id like to learn more"

A state in the US tried to execute some woman murderer and failed lol and she is still alive after two botched execution attempts. I guess she is probably retarded/brain damaged now? That is crazy, I wonder if she even knows wtf happened

that one wiz who keeps trying to stick his wand in your ass at the wizsleepover

get your big gay hands off me NOW

Wizcat obsessed feeler I swear I'm just gonna dump a wizcat on your porch one day I don't care that you don't know how to take care of it, you want it so bad, sink or swim

I did Pilates today
I think it's way too expensive, I might even say scammy but I will leave that for the free market debate

It was the type with all the medieval contraptions which tbh I wish it was the mat kind but I didn't find out beforehand. It was some Indian girl and I felt like she wasn't rude exactly but quite blunt and I felt pressured to figure out how to do the moves, I mean they aren't hard but I just don't like pressure and that feeling like your annoying somebody who is so blunt by doing the wrong thing. Apparently once you learn the techniques you are left to do it on your own in group class. I did worry what if they thought I was one of those guys looking for girls but probably overthinking it. At least paying for it forces me to do it but still a waste of money but i might do a couple sessions

If you threw GGP and Andy into the fuckpig pen which one gets boipreggers first

"haha, you have such pretty eyes, glowmin ;>)"